Bittersweet

I just realised, yesterday, that my O level results are coming out in 10 days time.
Worry took its place as the dominant emotion, and the other feelings fade into insignificance.
The what ifs began flooding into my mind.

What if I dont want to hear the truth anymore?
What if Ideal just didnt have its place in my world?

What if we couldnt be friends?
The thought is impossibly painful, somehow.

Tingwei jumped at 11:08 pm

29 Dec 2008

Strawberry kisses from Cold-rea. 韩国，寒国。

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With that smile, I know you cant imagine how icy cold the weather is.

It -7 degrees.

And for your information, thats cold.
The drink we bought then turned into ice (=___=)

And suddenly,

I found myself wondering what the freezing temperature for blood is.

And I panicked like a dumb kitten.

Anyway I'm not uploading the pictures now

(took thousands of pictures in Cold-rea)

Smiling like that in the more than freezing cold weather really takes power.

haaaa.

Its late now,

and my computer's tired.

So goodnight (:

The Korea experience shall have to wait for another time.

Tingwei jumped at 11:29 pm

14 Dec 2008

2 more days to Korea.
Thats something I just realised.
Cool.
I think I cant wait.
But then again...
the pleasure of waiting
(for something you know would come when the time ripes)
is just gorgeous.
(beams)
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Oh oh and I so love Jacob Black now.
He seems so alive,
thanks to my great imagination skills.

You wait and see.
I'll make reality and ideal become friends.
I'll dope them with the love potion
I'll make them hold each other's hands and walk down the friendship lane.
But first,
I'll have to seek out ideal.
Its forte is hide-and-seek.
But you wait and see,
I'll find it and I'll hug it and
as soon as I do, I wont let it be out of my sight
ever again.

Tingwei jumped at 2:44 pm

2 Dec 2008

Going to Far East later with bestest (:
I'm bored and thus, I'm posting this random post,
because it makes me happy- My fingers like typing :DD
Oh and Irene mentioned (on her blog) that I can be the sexiest girl if I dress up, and shes gnna woo me if I dont mind.
W-h-o-a-h. Not that its true, but still, I'm flattered. haha!
And suddenly I realise that I do miss her alot.
Ah! Shall send her a msg now.
Bye blog.
I hope my company has put a smile on your face (:

Tingwei jumped at 10:37 am

Tingwei jumped at 10:33 am

1 Dec 2008

Sat.
URA centre with Weijie in the morning.
He spent half his precious day with a cranky and sulky me who kept throwing tantrums.
Poor him ):
But its not my fault, its my backache's.
I really was getting on his nerves.
So to get even with me, he started taking unglam pictures of me.
Poor me ):
Poor us ):
And he's tired bcos he slept late, so a kind-hearted me gave him shoulder massage. I seriously think he's sarcastic when he says its nice.
But anyway, its the thought that counts.
And then we both started craving Anderson's Ice cream and he offered to treat again.
But I have to meet Si Yun at Bugis then and thats too bad for me.
So the next half of the day was shopping at Bugis.
Introduced her to Tori-Q, and she liked it :D
Ate at Pasta Mania, shopped.
Bought something so cool I'm not gonna say what it is (:
Cool, unique and well, cheap. (Thats like so me) haha.
I enjoyed talking to her so much that, after she send me home, i sent her back to her house. Lol.
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Sun
Sun was greaaat.
I finished 5 big chapters on New Moon :D
I'd forgotten what I did on the remaining part of the day.
Hmm.
But anyway, thats not the point.
I'm starting to love Edward and Jacob all over again.
Edward is caring, rich, gorgeous, sweet and so very perfect.
Jacob is amiable, warm, rebellious, boyish and so very hot.
Its hard to choose between the two. ha.
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Mon
Happy friendship day, bestest (:
Rmb our date tmr, elaine!
Ok, today was cool.
My backache soothed a little.
Spent the day doing math-
Mathematic Induction, Sequences and series, A.P. and G.P.
Decided against going to the doctor's.
I hope it was the right decision...
eek.
Oh oh, and I bought this book for English GP and I had still not gotten over the fact that A level composition wld not consist of narratives.
urgh.

Tingwei jumped at 9:58 pm

If you play my game, you stick to the rules.
If you dont, you're out.
If you're unhappy, you quit.
I'm not starting a relationship, but that doesnt mean I'll miss out the fun.
So heed my advice.
Give the pretty girl who loves you wholeheartedly another chance ok?
She's- in so many tangible ways- better than I am.
Quit my game.
Spare yourself the agony.
Quit,
before you get eliminated.

Tingwei jumped at 9:54 pm